Thursday, May 3, 2018
That weird feeling
Does anyone else get this weird feeling inside of them when they think about something in the past? I don't mean like laughing about a memory, or crying because of something sad that happened. I mean like deep inside your heart, where it reaches even your stomach. For some reason, this super nice weather has brought up memories from like senior year of high school and from things that happened in my life this time last year. It's an inexplainable feeling but the past few times I have driven to school with the windows down, something pops in my head. Lately, it has been things that happened last year around this same time, and what comes to mind is how much things have changed. I heard a song once that said "days go by slow, and years go by fast" and honestly I could not think of a more relatable quote for myself. I look back now where I was last year at this time, and I was lost. I was not at Lewis. I did not know some of the people that I do know now. I was feeling very different than I do now. As I do look back and get that weird feeling in my stomach, I could not be happier where I am now. I hear some of the songs that I listened to then, that I never listen to now, and I think to myself why did I let myself listen to that and let myself hear that. I see some of the people I was friends with last year this time that I know longer am friends with, and I think to myself how did I surround myself with those people. The days from then to now seemed to have taken forever, but change that word to year, and boy did it go fast. So, I think that weird feeling may be a sense of peace, knowing that I am a whole other person than the one I was last year.
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